Wednesday, September 07, 2011
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jiajun teo of the past.
i would love to meet you someday, to see how much i have grown, and yet stayed the same. :)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
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my blogskin's so old.
i think i need a new one.
but can't seem to find nice ones.
sigh.
just have to keep looking.
Monday, November 27, 2006
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it aches so much
it hurts so much
please
dun do this to me
my heart's getting empty
i'm feeling cold
i feel like breaking down
but i dun have the strength to
i can't face it
please
dun turn me into an empty shell
with not a little bit of warmth that resides in me
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
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this wasn't what we're looking for
is it reality, or is it just a fantasy?
you really hurt me, you really do
stressed you are, yet friends you go to
what am i to you?
everytime i wait for you eagerly
you chase me away, leaving me lonely
when you're angry, i tried to care
yet you show attitude to me, leaving me in despair
when you're sad, i tried to cheer you up
but you go to your friends and ignore me like muck
you hurt me, you really do
but i love you, that's why my love continues
you always say that we needed to talk more
but where were you all the time? am i a bore?
i was always there for you, will and always be
but were you there for me, when i needed you truly?
but it's ok, it doesn't matter
'cause it's all about you, not the latter
and thus, i'm left in the shadows of your alley
will you be there to pick me up from the dark valley?
so why go into a relationship and treat me like this?
i'd rather we remain friends and give it a miss
sigh...
my dear, my love for you, money can't buy
but your love for me, is it a lie?
my feelings for you, it's true
but will you ever leave me out in the blue?
Thursday, October 20, 2005
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"There she is," pointed out Jack, a friend of mine.
"Where? I can't see," I replied.
"Are you blind? The girl in pink, can you see her?" Jack said.
Then I saw her up close for the first time in my life. She was beautiful, like an angel from the heavens. Her long brown hair shone in the light of the sun. Her features were perfect; a beautifully shaped face, a straight nose, big round eyes that seemed to emit warmth, and lips so well-shaped you just feel like kissing her. Her skin was flawless, smooth, like a baby's. Her name was one that you would never forget: Jane Banks.
Jane had recently been transferred to our school. She had just moved as her previous school was too far from her new home. Thus, she transferred to our school as it was just a five-minute walk from her house. When I saw her, I experienced a funny feeling in my stomach that I had never felt before. That was when I discovered that I was in love, for the first time.
I decided to try and win Jane's heart. I chatted with her, asked her whether she had problems that I could help her with, gave her gifts every now and then and soon, she began to confide in me. She told me how hard it was for her to leave her previous school, how scared she was when she arrived at our school and how her parents would quarrel at times. After a period of time, Jane and I grew very close to each other.
One day, Jane came up to me. She was shy and dared not look at me in the eye. I was curious as to why she was behaving like that until I heard her say something that I would always remember.
"John, I think I've fallen for you," she said shyly, her cheeks gradually turning red. I was stunned. That day that I had been hoping for had finally come. Jane Banks, the girl of my dreams, had fallen for me! I replied, "Well actually, I have liked you for a long time, but I was too shy to admit it. But now, I'm just so happy."
From that day onwards, our relationship blossomed. I did everything I could for her and whenever I was feeling down, she would always be there for me. Sometimes, we would whisper words of affection to each other, each time looking at one another in the eye. In my mind, I thought we were the perfect couple.
One rainy Friday, I waited for Jane outside her house as we were going to walk to school together. However, after waiting for a long time, I began to worry as Jane had not appeared. Instead, her mother came out to meet me, her face sombre.
I asked Jane's mother where Jane was. She replied sadly, as if she was trying very hard to hold back her tears, "Yesterday, Jane went to a gift shop to get a present for you. On the way home, she was crossing the road, unaware of an approaching car. The car was speeding at eighty kilometres per hour. Only the present escaped without any damage."
I was shocked. Jane had been abruptly taken out of my life. It was as if the devil had come and just snatched her away from me. Jane's mother gave me the present which Jane was going to give me. I broke down and kept crying, my grief beyond words. It was a heart made out of glass with a boy and a girl on each side. On the heart were engraved the words, "John and Jane, Forever."
Written by Teo Jia Jun on 11/4/05
Friday, September 09, 2005
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I wasn't really hurt,
I feel no pain,
It's just that I've some dirt
In the corner of my eye...
This time
I'm not going to cry,
This time
I'm going to forget you,
This time
(I won't even say your name)
But I know that I will cry
And I know I can't forget
And I'll hold your name
So softly in my heart...
Monday, September 05, 2005
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back 2 blog again... these few days i've been busy and i juz dun feel lyk blogging... but here i am, with a new post... sighX, tml's SL camp, dun feel lyk going... cos all the high elements all done b4 liao... 2 days 1 nite man... lucky winston's in my group, or else i would be bored lyk crazy... haha, i've not packed my stuff, later i'd better go do it... wah, tml report at 7.30am, juz for oral... sigh, b4 camp got oral, it's lyk, sad lahx... i dunno wad 2 study and i dun feel lyk studying for it... hope i do well...
yesterdae was lyk quite normal... i went for chinese tuition in the morning, then went for my A. Maths tuition... woke up at 7.45am, so tired... then went 2 meet my mother at national library... saw nicholas and hew wai there (they said they were doing hw, i dunno)... yeah, then around 5 i went to pasir ris beach... i felt lyk having some time alone, to think... i sat at the rocks by the sea, the wind was lyk playing wif my hair, it was real cool... i sat there, alone, and thought bout alot of stuff... sigh, so many things were going through my mind... i'm juz so mixed up... am i ok? wad's happening to me? my actions, why are they lyk tt? why is my mind being hit with unpleasant thoughts over and over again? why is it tt i hav this hunch? is wad i'm thinking really worth it? everything i see, it seems to pile up, i fear it's going to end... why is everything lyk tt? wad am i doing? i fear tt i may turn into, something else... something not me... pressure seems to come frm all angles... sighx... why r ur words always in this manner? who are you? i thought bout alot of things while sitting there... i was there till bout 7... the sun had set already... i stood up, took a last look at the sea, and began the long walk home...
